Healing and Digging Deep Down to Heal

Well, I'm starting to think I wasn't so inconsequential after all. Maybe, just maybe, he really did love me at one time and it wasn't just me who loved him. I am willing to accept this love was never meant to be, never. Finally, I can let go. I truly am sorry for any hurt I caused him and if I ever had the chance it would be to express my deep remorse for ever hurting him in any way. It was never his fault. Also,I can stop hurting me about this now. I will put this in my GOD box. Let Go and Let GOD. Live and Let Live. One Day at a Time.

Daily Reflections

ODAT, "...dig down deep to see what we really feel would bring us contentment...dig still deeper for the real cause. Is it envy of others? Is it our inability to enjoy fully what we do have? Do we, in defense of our own shortcomings, look for excuses to blame others? I can find serenity only by rooting out my discontent...must acknowledge to myself the real reasons why I react the way I do. Am I doing my share?...my dissatisfaction may be due to unrecognized guilt. Is it difficult for me to feel and express appreciation?...will try to develop a sense of gratitude...Do I expect others to behave according to my expectations?...will live and let live..."It all adds up to this: that we're not satisfied with ourselves, and we can certainly do something about that."

Hope for Today, "Healing is a process that will continue the rest of my life. I know how unhealthy I've been, yet I also know that my recovery has begun. My participation in everyday, ordinary life is a small but firm step away from the pain of isolation and toward a life of loving involvement."

Dear Sweet Lord GOD Almighty Creator, thank YOU for it all. Thank YOU for the privilege to Live Life. Thank YOU for the breath of Life. Thank YOU for the song of morning birds and unfolding flowers still wet with dew, thank YOU for the multiple blessings YOU bestow upon us all. YOU, Lord, are The Source, The Power, The Light, The Great Spirit. YOUR Love is above all and covers all our mistakes. YOU are the Highest Vibration and transcend above it all. Thank YOU again and again. Lord, please, if it be YOUR Will, grant me the serenity to accept what I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference and the willingness to accept YOUR Will and to do it. As YOU Will. Love, Carol