Wednesday, January 30, 2013

A new feeling

If I ever met anyone in my life who I doubted could ever succeed working the 12 Steps, have 20 years of not drinking alcohol in any form, nor taking sneaky pills, nor smoking marijuana, etc. it was me.  Hey, but for the grace...here I am.  What a partnership!  I do my part...get the heck out of the way so my Higher Power can do its part...then wow...here I am.  A true living miracle.  Wow...

I get to have a new feeling.  It's called relaxation.  Less stress and agitation.  I can b-r-e-a-t-h-e in GOD's love, grace, abundance...exhale fear, hate, negativity...one day at a time.

Dear GOD, thank YOU for YOUR patience with me.  YOUR gracious gifts bestowed upon me are wonderful, lovely to behold.  Thank YOU so much for the kindred spirits I continue to meet in the 12 Steps program.  May I do YOUR will.  Love, Carol xoxox

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