Wow. It's been incredible....the "compose" area of the blog doesn't work. Finally, I clicked "HTML" and it's fine. That's not the reason I have'nt been blogging. I dropped into the aerospace of not doing it. In my history, I've done this before. Usually at certain times of the year. I notice this in my journals. A period of time I'm unavailable. Hmmm... Anyway, I'm back. I went thru a spin, a twist, a bended road of progress, never really seeing what's ahead and yet presevering, forging on thru the fog, smog, or whatever came my way. Finally...at long last...some clarity. I remember once driving on a road so foggy I couldn't see anything at all, like a wall, nothing. It was so bad I had to open my car door and lean down just to be able to see the middle yellow stripe to keep the car on the road. The fear, anxiety, uncertainty...slow...slow...slow. Then, finally, the fog disappears. Everything's clear again. Yep. It's like that. Some clarity...about time. I see now the "self-righteous, arrogance,and control" character defects that drive me to distraction...I put this in GOD's hands. HOPE FOR TODAY, p.216, "When I point my finger at someone, three fingers are pointing back at me." Dear Sweet, Merciful, Compassionate Creator of ALL That Was-Is-Will be-and Might be, thank YOU for the wonderful gifts of Life, Love, and Happiness that YOU bestow upon us all. Lord, how great Thou truly art! Please help me be of maximum service to YOU, my brothers and sisters in the Spirit. As YOU Will. Love, Carol