The godhead of this disease

Oh...I see.  This ego thing is something else.  Even looking back in the past it puffs itself up, "It's all about who?"  Me, me, me, me, me, me...  This is my "ism".  I.  Self.  Me.  The godhead of the spiritual disease I live with.  I didn't cause.  I can't control it.  I can't cure.  But I sure can contribute to it.  When I don't do my part.  Work the Steps, silly.

So simple...but hard to do for a ego-drive, self-centered, know-it-all psuedo wanna be god like me.  Jeesh.

In all my affairs.

Dear Sweet Almighty Creator, thank YOU.  Please show me the way to be of service to YOU and all YOUR children.  As YOU Will.  Love, Carol xoxox